Or am I just being a dick?
There seems to be a whiny component to the ambience of the talk. A similar whininess was detectable in the three or four sessions from three or four years ago with Ramana Spencer and Stan Hartmann. The theme was, "Wow, it is so hard, even painful, just being here on this mundane level of existence." My impression is that of a grain of sand in an oyster, or maybe a pea under a mattress, a lingering impurity. This seems as though it might indicate unfinished business, an incomplete realization.
I just wonder . . .